Completly lost.

Im still trying to get over my dads death (steve)…which happend four years ago…there was alot of stuff going on and horrible things were said just before he passed…i found out that my biological father (simon) sexually abused me when i was 18 months old, he lives down the road from me so its kinda hard…when my dad (steve) passed i had to move back to england ( i grew up in cyprus, thats where my whole life is)leaving my home, boyfriend, friends, my dad who was buried there and everything id known for 7 years. When i came back to England, my mum moved to bulgaria with another man, leaving me with my sister. Ive lost all sence of…well everything…i dont know what im going to do with my life, ive got no ambitions, no plans, nothing. Its hard to get out of bed most mornings…to keep going. I used to cut myself but found that wasnt getting me anywhere fast. I don’t know anyone i England really as i lost contact with everyone i went to school with before i moved to Cyprus, so i never go out. And i cant seem to find a job, i have no motivation too. My boyfriend is great…when we’re together…when we’re apart, its a different story, we hardley ever talk, he doesnt answer my calls or messages. Its like im single i suppose. Ive thought about ending it all a few times but then i think of my family and i cant do it, so im going round in this horrible depressive circle thats never ending. Like i said im completly lost, no one knows…its all happy faces when people are around, where theyre not, i just sit there feeling blank and empty…can any1 fix me? x

Hi Stace. I am so sorry to hear this. :( You must be an incredibly strong person because you seem to have been coping with an awful lot.

So let’s talk a little bit before we start working on your sad feelings….

Tell me a bit more about yourself. :) What do you like to do? What are you good at? What are you proud of?

Hang in there honey, you will feel better…..

-K.